| Location | Hull |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 23/07/2004 |
| Date of Death | 23/07/2004 |
| Visitors | 991 since 03/05/2008 |
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Dear Little Cameron XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
On the day that you were born, the midwife (Michelle) tried to monitor your heartbeat but there was NOTHING, so she brought in a different monitor still there was NOTHING. I knew then that i had lost you.
I stayed strong trying not to think of the silence coming from the monitor, hoping that once you were born into this world somehow you would be OK. (I was WRONG).
You were born at 08:15am on 23rd July 2004. It was a Friday, You didn't make a sound, I kept asking over and over (Why is'nt my baby crying?.... Why is my baby blue?....) But no-one had answers.
At 08:30am after the longest 15 minutes of my life, I got to hold you for the very first time. (you were still warm to touch). It was then that i didn't want to let you go.
Your daddy and I stayed at the hospital with you for 3 days, (with you at my bed side). I would stare at you constantly convinced that you were breathing.
Then the time came for daddy and I to go home, but leaving you behind was like losing you all over again. Every night i lived the same nightmare over and over and everyday i wished to be with you.
I miss you everyday as everything seems to remind me of you. I think people feel that i'm OK now that i have another beautiful child (your little sister) but i'm NOT. I just hide all these PAINFULL feelings because i'm scared that if i don't then this PAIN will NEVER stop.
You were too PERFECT for this world, You will ALWAYS be my little BOY XXX
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Please do not weep because i was born asleep
Mummy please forgive me
for being born asleep
Your face, it looks so sad
and i hate to hear you weep
But mummy you have to understand
that i had to go away
one thing i can promise you
we'll meet again one day
although im not right there with you
we will never be apart
No matter where you go
Im always in your heart
I only ask for one thing
dont forget my special day
the day i was born sleeping
the day i went away
for that day makes you special
no if, no but, no maybe
because that day you were blessed
with a perfect angel baby...
Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day
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light a candle at 7pm and leave it burning for at least 1 hour to join us in remembering all babies
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a short time.
What Makes A Mother
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today,
I asked, "What makes a Mother?"
And I know I heard him say:
A Mother has a baby,
This we know is true
But, God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?
Yes, you can, he replied
With confidence in his voice,
I give many women babies,
When they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day,
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this God,
I want my baby here.
He took a breath,
and cleared his throat,
And then I saw a tear.
I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing Here...
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to earth to learn our lessons
of love and life and fear,
but My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here!"
I feel so lucky to have a Mom who had so much love for me,
I learned my lessons very quickly,
My Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillow is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear,
"Mommy, Please don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I am here"
So you see my dear sweet one,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are here in My home,
And this is where they'll stay.
They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons there are through,
And on the day that you come home,
they'll be at the gates waiting for you
So now you see
What makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart,
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.
Author Unknown
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Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Cameron"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.
Copyright of Winnie Lovett
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
Heavenly Christmas
Wishing You A Merry Christmas
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MOMMY
I'm sorry mommy I left you so soon,
I was there when the angels woke you up at noon.
I know I was gone in a flash from the start,
Mommy Remember!
I'll always be in your heart.
I listen to you dearly, when you visit my grave.
Please don't cry, be sad. Continue to be brave.
I didn't mean to leave you and daddy so soon.
I was looking from heaven when everyone released their balloons.
Take care of my sister, and daddy too.
There will always be a part of me living inside of you.
I'll be waiting for you here, at the golden gate.
Time is ticking mommy, Please don't be late!
I long to embrace you in my arms.
Don't worry Mommy!
I'm at a place where there is no harm.
I've earned my wings. I live in the sky.
I'm watching everyday mommy so please don't cry!
Love, Your Son
RIP MY SWEET BABY
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born
That something stopped my heart
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I’ve loved you from the start
Although my body, you cant hold.
It doesn’t mean that I am gone,
This world was worthy, not, of me,
God chose that I move on
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill you arms,
Someday we will embrace,
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes”,
But that wont soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache,
I’m watching over all of you ,
Another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there
There’ll come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then you’ll understand
Although I’ve never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”
An angel never dies….
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